Once a gain, I have this feeling, that my life resembles a loop. Same thoughts, emotions, sometimes even actions repeat with a definite pattern through out the year. And even if make an effort to make the change in my actions, my thoughts fail to keep up.
And then you realize, that exactly a year ago you experienced something very similar. It is frightening.

But it will change soon enough (or rather, it is already changing). Some changes are enforced by other people, others I make myself. I believe thing will change, and this time for the better.

There is one more thing, that I believe - If now you feel down/bad or simply ran out of luck, one day "the happy days" will come, and they will be much greater that all the bad days.